I am Powerless

So, I learned something this past week. I learned that no matter how hard I try to change myself, I cannot do it alone. I believe that I have to depend on a Higher Power to change me. I have to admit that I cannot do the changing and I need help. You see, my husband and I have been doing all we know how to do in changing our financial situation. We use affirmations, we are grateful, we pay tithing, we serve others, we work hard, we are good people, we are believing. But these things aren't enough. We have to be changed at the heart. We have to emit a different energy than we do. And we can only do so much toward that energy emitting. To actually change our vibration to a higher one in terms of financial abundance, we have to ask God to grace us with that. So, I will still do all that I can do to change, to improve our situation. But I will also, every day, turn it over to God. I will admit I need Him. I will and do ask Him to change me. Here is my poem about this:

"I am powerless" . . .
When I act it
Or when I say it
Disguised in other words,
Then it is true.
But when I say it,
When I acknowledge it
And turn to Source
It brings power
Transforms to
"I am powerful". . .
It's the only way
I just say it
"I am powerless"
And I fall to my knees.

So as I let go and let God, I know I will be taught and I know I will be guided. May it be so for you too. ~Julie